pEoPle in My lifE........

More then 18 years of my life has passed by.........and life is still going on....no matter what happens..... sitting here all by myself.......gets my brain juices flowing..... i was just wondering..... i hav met so many people along the way of growing up..... different people.....different places..... different reasons..... some voluntarily...some momentarily.....and some.....juz fragments of memories........since i was young..... Have you ever came across someone and an undescribable feeling juz creeps up into your head, "i have met that person somewhere...". but the brain just fails to recall who that person really is.... or maybe.....our brain does recall who the person is...but the person have got no idea who we are.....when once in the early stages of life....we have spend meaningful time together.......(T_T).... it is really sad......really really sad......but thats the way of life......classified by many as UNFAIR....... i am not purely satisfied with the way life is.....but i am glad.....that at least.....i do remember most people i have met along my life...... i might not remember your name......i might not remember where, when or how we met.......but i knoe somehow...that we did share a memory together...... i am indeed blessed to have that ability......:)

I dunno wor.......

lately...i've been havin a mixture of feelings......i dunno y........during english...i wentt blank when dear ms. hanie told us 2 define love....of all words.......LOVE!!!??? N darn me! i went blank!!!!...LOVE!!!!! its juz a feeling!!!!!! i cud hav crapped nytin bout it but my dear ol' mind chose 2 shut down at dat particular moment!!! wat da heck!!!.....i think sumtin is seriously wrong wif my body ......hmmmmm........wat shud i do....wat shud i do.........

emO.... :(

walking around.....meeting new people........i knoe its fun.......i knoe its exciting......n i m also aware of all d heartache dat comes with it........sometimes......i feel solitary life is better.......no new ppl in my life...no new memories........no new heartbreaks......no tears.........

~raven~

I.LOVED.IT!!!!!

I never knew d closing ceremony 4 INPRO will b dis awesome..........kickin off wif craziness n ended wif a whole lot of excitement.......(trust me...d endorphins kept me awake till 2am!!!!!) wakakakakah........i loved all d marching....n performances by each programme.......the Russian Programme's one was really unique.......millitary plus robot plus toys????? i knoe it sound crazy but trust me it is one of my personal favs.......hehehehehe........ next, the ADFPs......hmmm......they really rocked!!!!!! i m so in love wif our very own Lady Gaga (Akira)...omg!!! he really did impersonate her well!!!!! honestly i had my eyes on his nails!!!! wakakakakah........! yeah d AUSMATs did awesome too!!!! loved their theme 4 d nite....Zombies........very interesting........hehe.....the Korean n Japan Programmes did a gr8 job too......lolx.....then comes our very own ALM.......!!!!!!! wooohoooo!!!!! i loved the song!!!! n d dance......part of me regret for not joining d dance.......(if only dere was no marching!!!!) haizzz.........Lolx.....d marching's not really d only reason.....

the nite was indeed fun!!!!! cheering......n dancing n singing along...owh yeah not forgetting d clapping etc........it was wonderful indeed......! cant wait 4 d next INPRO....:))))) sadly...i dont think dere will b much excitement or smiles on my face anymore......( i knoe y!) sob...sob.....nywazer...my der frens......HOAY WEN, DATSHANA, SU KWAN...v had a whole lot of fun.......snapping pictures n all.....heheheh....dats d best part...n of course chasing after d bus 2 get back 2 our hostels...heheheheh........ memories.......

~raven~ >.<