DEEP D0WN 1NS1D3 M3....

10.10.10..............With today....it has been exactly 2 months.....but between us it has been like ages......(why??) sometimes i wish it was not this soon..... perhaps it should have been...... now i am covered by a blanket of guilt......i m really sorry.....things happened between us.....not just simple ones.....but ones that leave behind a great memory and maybe...sometimes a lesson....complex yet understandable.....only by me.....yes me..... maybe "we" is just a coincidence like the many other that happened in our life...... you won't forget me right?? at least keep me alive in your memory..... i m not gone...... you told me i am in you...and i wish i always be with you.....because....that's where i belong......

love u lots......

~raven~

pEoPle in My lifE........

More then 18 years of my life has passed by.........and life is still going on....no matter what happens..... sitting here all by myself.......gets my brain juices flowing..... i was just wondering..... i hav met so many people along the way of growing up..... different people.....different places..... different reasons..... some voluntarily...some momentarily.....and some.....juz fragments of memories........since i was young..... Have you ever came across someone and an undescribable feeling juz creeps up into your head, "i have met that person somewhere...". but the brain just fails to recall who that person really is.... or maybe.....our brain does recall who the person is...but the person have got no idea who we are.....when once in the early stages of life....we have spend meaningful time together.......(T_T).... it is really sad......really really sad......but thats the way of life......classified by many as UNFAIR....... i am not purely satisfied with the way life is.....but i am glad.....that at least.....i do remember most people i have met along my life...... i might not remember your name......i might not remember where, when or how we met.......but i knoe somehow...that we did share a memory together...... i am indeed blessed to have that ability......:)

I dunno wor.......

lately...i've been havin a mixture of feelings......i dunno y........during english...i wentt blank when dear ms. hanie told us 2 define love....of all words.......LOVE!!!??? N darn me! i went blank!!!!...LOVE!!!!! its juz a feeling!!!!!! i cud hav crapped nytin bout it but my dear ol' mind chose 2 shut down at dat particular moment!!! wat da heck!!!.....i think sumtin is seriously wrong wif my body ......hmmmmm........wat shud i do....wat shud i do.........