I.LOVED.IT!!!!!

I never knew d closing ceremony 4 INPRO will b dis awesome..........kickin off wif craziness n ended wif a whole lot of excitement.......(trust me...d endorphins kept me awake till 2am!!!!!) wakakakakah........i loved all d marching....n performances by each programme.......the Russian Programme's one was really unique.......millitary plus robot plus toys????? i knoe it sound crazy but trust me it is one of my personal favs.......hehehehehe........ next, the ADFPs......hmmm......they really rocked!!!!!! i m so in love wif our very own Lady Gaga (Akira)...omg!!! he really did impersonate her well!!!!! honestly i had my eyes on his nails!!!! wakakakakah........! yeah d AUSMATs did awesome too!!!! loved their theme 4 d nite....Zombies........very interesting........hehe.....the Korean n Japan Programmes did a gr8 job too......lolx.....then comes our very own ALM.......!!!!!!! wooohoooo!!!!! i loved the song!!!! n d dance......part of me regret for not joining d dance.......(if only dere was no marching!!!!) haizzz.........Lolx.....d marching's not really d only reason.....

the nite was indeed fun!!!!! cheering......n dancing n singing along...owh yeah not forgetting d clapping etc........it was wonderful indeed......! cant wait 4 d next INPRO....:))))) sadly...i dont think dere will b much excitement or smiles on my face anymore......( i knoe y!) sob...sob.....nywazer...my der frens......HOAY WEN, DATSHANA, SU KWAN...v had a whole lot of fun.......snapping pictures n all.....heheheh....dats d best part...n of course chasing after d bus 2 get back 2 our hostels...heheheheh........ memories.......

~raven~ >.<

DARING!!! lolx

i cnt blif i actually had d guts 2 pierce my nose...hahaha....well yep i did it!! I PIERCED MY NOSE.....& yes it was abit painful but it was 4 a while only...nywaze....dis happens when u long 4 a change in life....in my case i m starting wif my face...hahaha....stupid me.....lolx....now i hav 2 look 4ward 2 my dad's reaction when he sees my new nose stud...lolx......hope he doesnt get mad!!!

P/S: tears in ur eyes is a normal involuntary reaction dat d body produces after the piercing process.....:))))

This thing in my head......

...something i really hav no control of........incidents happen......accidentally...out of d blue.....its not like i want it dat way but it juz happens......my body does not tell me b4hand dat it wants to do dis...or do dat...but when it does do something unexpected unexpectedly.....i pay d price...~days of nightmares...., haunting memories......my brain has this bad habit of recalling "the incident"...which makes my whole bloody system go haywire.....by the time i realize that everything happened in d past n i cant do nytin about it...i hav wasted a whole lot of tears n time.....maybe its time i get some help?????